I don’t care what sh*t people pull as long as they keep their distance from me, but when people I treasure do things that go in a bad direction, it isn’t only annoying me, but it truly hurts my heart. And it becomes worse the more I like them. That’s why after some time I find myself in a dilemma between leaving and staying. Between respecting and demanding for change. Problem is if I decide to stay without a change, how long will I be able to keep it up? How far will I be able to go before my heart starts bleeding completely?
Normaly I avoid such people at all costs so that I would never find myself in this dilemma, but as lives goes it doesn’t come how you expect it. I really don’t know how I could take control of those hurt feelings. What should I do? The only solution I found until now is ‘not caring’, being indifferent. But that would mean to go in the contrary direction of liking them. It would mean to leave.